Category Archives: scared

The problem is, you feel sorry for yourself…

I am borrowing this wonderful Facebook post from David Douglas. He was speaking to me today. Is it reaching you? Let’s talk about it… The problem is, you feel sorry for yourself–even when you have positive people in your life … Continue reading

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awakening…

a·wak·en·ing əˈwāk(ə)niNG/ adjective coming into existence or awareness. “her awakening desire” it takes an awakening and a facing of the truth to make a change..IF you don’t want to, you won’t. IF you do, you can and you will. IT … Continue reading

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Start…HOW to do it…

it is pretty simple…..YOU START you have to get in a mindset. you have to hit your point where you had ENOUGH during the last 2 or 3 weeks, i have been very depressed and yes, as food helps, i … Continue reading

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So, how was it?

My first big weekend back on the track and back from (vacation) so to speak. Yes I was nervous…..would I say screw it and eat whatever OR would I hang in there and do the best I can/could. Mind you … Continue reading

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what went wrong….my acknowledgement

this is easy…..it was ME that went wrong my weight loss surgery of choice was the lap band with plication (similar to sleeve). IT WORKS and it worked for me until I decided to give up. IT was me……NOT my … Continue reading

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Today…..I begin again

Today, I begin again.

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I made dr appt 2/23

i called once and the lady said we cannot see you until the 29th of March….i said even if i in pain (i am not but i told her i was)..she said yup…i said well okay then and that i … Continue reading

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Scared and Ashamed

about a week ago, my right side on my stomach felt like it was a pulled muscle at work when i stood up..it is also at the spot of my port that goes w/my lap band….i was at work when … Continue reading

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I am struggling

I am not doing well and it is not a secret. My WLS of choice works except the only problem is that I do not work. I overeat way to many calories I drink way to many calories and I … Continue reading

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The 4 Keeps

Sometimes, what you thought would be isn’t but what’s going to be is better. We all have a plan as to what we “think” our lives will turn out to be….maybe you had visions of being financially secure your whole … Continue reading

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