Category Archives: sad

awakening…

a·wak·en·ing əˈwāk(ə)niNG/ adjective coming into existence or awareness. “her awakening desire” it takes an awakening and a facing of the truth to make a change..IF you don’t want to, you won’t. IF you do, you can and you will. IT … Continue reading

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Some Truths…Last my FAVE

here are some truths                                                                 

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I am back…..please read

So where have I been? So much to tell and let you know what I am doing and where I am. Well here is the shortened version. Summer 2015-April 22nd 2018 Let myself overeat and gain just about all the … Continue reading

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what went wrong….my acknowledgement

this is easy…..it was ME that went wrong my weight loss surgery of choice was the lap band with plication (similar to sleeve). IT WORKS and it worked for me until I decided to give up. IT was me……NOT my … Continue reading

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Finding peace within

You will find peace not by trying to escape your problems, but by confronting them courageously and head on. You will find peace not in denial, but in victory and acceptance. Never in your life try to destroy me, Understand … Continue reading

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I made dr appt 2/23

i called once and the lady said we cannot see you until the 29th of March….i said even if i in pain (i am not but i told her i was)..she said yup…i said well okay then and that i … Continue reading

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Scared and Ashamed

about a week ago, my right side on my stomach felt like it was a pulled muscle at work when i stood up..it is also at the spot of my port that goes w/my lap band….i was at work when … Continue reading

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I am struggling

I am not doing well and it is not a secret. My WLS of choice works except the only problem is that I do not work. I overeat way to many calories I drink way to many calories and I … Continue reading

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bad day..

  not with food…but with something personal.. most of you know my son is stationed in England with the air force..he has been there for 4 long years he is due to come back next yr stateside..and he will get … Continue reading

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The 4 Keeps

Sometimes, what you thought would be isn’t but what’s going to be is better. We all have a plan as to what we “think” our lives will turn out to be….maybe you had visions of being financially secure your whole … Continue reading

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