Category Archives: failure

Retraining what I eat and what I think.

If you read this, thank you!! It means a lot to me. God I love to eat. I mean really.. The more the better. The more southern the better. My grandmother who I called granny said to me as I … Continue reading

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Day 3…..anyone here ??

I again apologize for dropping out of sight. I hope you can forgive me. So on day 3 of me trying to get back into the mindset of being a WLS patient who is trying to get healthy, I am … Continue reading

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what went wrong….my acknowledgement

this is easy…..it was ME that went wrong my weight loss surgery of choice was the lap band with plication (similar to sleeve). IT WORKS and it worked for me until I decided to give up. IT was me……NOT my … Continue reading

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Today…..I begin again

Today, I begin again.

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Finding peace within

You will find peace not by trying to escape your problems, but by confronting them courageously and head on. You will find peace not in denial, but in victory and acceptance. Never in your life try to destroy me, Understand … Continue reading

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I made dr appt 2/23

i called once and the lady said we cannot see you until the 29th of March….i said even if i in pain (i am not but i told her i was)..she said yup…i said well okay then and that i … Continue reading

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Scared and Ashamed

about a week ago, my right side on my stomach felt like it was a pulled muscle at work when i stood up..it is also at the spot of my port that goes w/my lap band….i was at work when … Continue reading

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I am struggling

I am not doing well and it is not a secret. My WLS of choice works except the only problem is that I do not work. I overeat way to many calories I drink way to many calories and I … Continue reading

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Eat

I have gained a lot of weight back that I lost. I am very ashamed. BUT I can either eat my pity or EAT my way back to where I want to be/go. EAT to lose weight. EAT

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i am saying good bye..

good morning ..thank you for reading this if you do.. today..i begin again..i was going to say start but today, i asked my hub for help and to be my support unit..i wrote him an email last night as i … Continue reading

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