Category Archives: eye candy

be you…

eye candy sent me a text today after i asked her to send me positive thoughts..she said to be you. i am quite shy actually and very insecure. i spend my time thinking people are talking or laughing at me … Continue reading

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awakening…

a·wak·en·ing əˈwāk(ə)niNG/ adjective coming into existence or awareness. “her awakening desire” it takes an awakening and a facing of the truth to make a change..IF you don’t want to, you won’t. IF you do, you can and you will. IT … Continue reading

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I made dr appt 2/23

i called once and the lady said we cannot see you until the 29th of March….i said even if i in pain (i am not but i told her i was)..she said yup…i said well okay then and that i … Continue reading

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Scared and Ashamed

about a week ago, my right side on my stomach felt like it was a pulled muscle at work when i stood up..it is also at the spot of my port that goes w/my lap band….i was at work when … Continue reading

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only 8 days..

i feel fantastic today…i battled my inner demons yesterday and i won. my mom in law went into the hospital again and that was stressing enough and seeing hub worry so…..and then that bugger of a cold cheese burger.. someone … Continue reading

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xray

thursday…i am going to my lap band dr and get a fluro xray on my band i have been very very concerned that i damaged it by over eating and yes for about a year, i have (ashamed but it … Continue reading

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Portions and being scared

i am admitting that i have been over eating and NOT making the best food choices. that is my own choosing and my own doing. as my friend eye candy reminds me, and what i use to suggest for best … Continue reading

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Rocky 3

recall the movie Rocky 3 …when he was running on the beach and gives up…..Adriane comes up to him and tries to get him to talk and he said something that is how i feel and can best describe how … Continue reading

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What happens when you eat a big mac

i just read this and am thinking, oh my gosh you mean what else besides getting to be a fat f**k as my friend eye candy likes to refer….go on, give a read and then do what i did, sit back … Continue reading

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