The other day was crazy. The head of the department was going nuts over deadlines that hadn’t been done and she was freaking out. Me, not in this type of world before, medical, just said let’s do it. Give me a short list of what I need to look for and what to do and let’s get it done. And it was!! I’m so happy I changed jobs. I actually believe all the walking is helping my knee even though at times I hurt badly. I refuse to think negative. And I won’t let nobody be negative around me. The lady said today I love that your here because you’re so positive and she said that’s what we need. So today, I met the challenge head-on and you know what, I got this..
And you know what things happen for a reason. I truly believe that. It’s not a matter of somebody believes in God or karma, I just think things happen.
So when I left that one job with my friend Michelle in 2017 December, I really thought my life was over and that I was going to be miserable forever. And then 7 days later I got that the other job and I work there for a year and was content but all I was doing was answering the phone. And there is nothing wrong with that trust me it’s not but I wanted to do something else does that make sense? And I had spoke to my husband and other friends over the years about the medical world but I never had no experience. Then of course nobody even gave me a second look when I applied and trust me I applied everywhere. And then out of the blue one day this place called. It’s a nursing home / Rehabilitation for elderly patients. He called me and then I went in for the interview thinking to myself ain’t nobody going to hire me. But he spoke to me for about an hour or I think and talked about my resume and my past jobs. And he liked me. He said he wanted to give me a chance. And I wanted to take that chance. That happened 14 days after I came out of retirement in October. October 15th is when I decided enough was enough and took control of my life.
That’s when I stopped drinking, that’s when I stop snacking, that’s when I changed everything that I know I was doing wrong for me.
Maybe there is karma. And I have done so many things that I wish I could undo but I can’t because at the time I wanted to do them when I did them. But let me tell you that right now the place that I’m in, is the best place ever mentally. And I love my job. I haven’t said that for a long long time. That one job I was at for 10 years I loved it at the beginning and then of course it went downhill with changes and stuff and LOL that’s just how thing. But I can see myself staying here as long as they let me. It is exactly three point two miles from my house front door. Isn’t that amazing.
My attitude has definitely changed. I am happy. I am positive. No negativity around me whatsoever I will not allow it. And I tell people that. At my job when people come in and they’re stressing and they’re complaining, I don’t know positive only if they say something negative I’m coming right back out on something positive. And I’m doing that to myself 2
You can do it believe believe believe