Me..who I am…

Fat.. yes I am and I’m short too so I look twice as wide haha. But what you see is who I am. If you don’t like me, then that’s fine. I’m in my mid-fifties I don’t know how much longer I have left on this world, but I do know I want to be happy. And if that makes me shallow because I want to be a little bit lighter and wait then so be it.

I know that I’ll let my weight loss surgery of choice down. I know it I live and think it and breathe it every single day. But I cannot change the past. I can only change my future. I could only change today. What you see in that picture is who I am.

My husband bought me this hat. It’s Carolina blue I’m a Carolina blue girl..go Tar Heels. My husband love me for whatever reason and I am so thankful.

Maybe I need to learn to start loving myself.

A couple of weeks ago I started applying for a new job and I really thought I’d nailed the interview and I did really really good….then come to find out I did not get it so I got very very down and I admit that I’m still very very down.

But Life Goes On.

Maybe it wasn’t the one for me but I sure did want it. Anyhow what you see in that picture is who I am. If you like me thank you. If you like me, then be my friend.

Because what you see is what you get.