soon..hub and myself are going to the beach with all his mc friends (i would guess couple hundred people total in a hotel/pool)..
i am scared to death…I don’t want to embarrass hub
Due to my size..i hate who I am and I hate me
i hate what i have DONE in the last year..
i did the opposite of what i should have done
i took in more empty calories
i stopped working out
NO EXCUSES, it was me
Sure I can whine/bitch/moan but unless I do something and use the tool I got, nothing will change and I am destined to regain it all back WHICH I do not want to happen.
yes, i need to read this
see the problem…..which is me as if i didnt know
and then fucking get on with it..
is there a time limit to when i have to get to where i want to be?