i am feeling (ok)
just taking it day by day
feelings still very sad but i seem to be coming out of it…the person who hurt me
with those words is of course acting like (nothing) happened..how can that possibly be?
i know i am more easy to get hurt due to my low self esteem and low self doubt and because i am not a strong person to begin with……where is this person is very very strong..
but anyhow….its me that is the issue here
i today at work wore one of those (dresses) they mention that fat people wear
it actually is quite pretty to me and its comfy and as a couple of comments said
wear it and say F**K you or F**K it if anyone says/thinks anything negative about it..
so thank you for those who gave me some backbone to do that LOL
lord knows i sure do need it..
BUT so what did i do so far today to make myself feel better or (healthy)?
well, i again parked far from the office door (to walk farther) and instead of going up the steps, i walked around the long way…..more steps..
and what else did i do….i took a deep breath and said to myself, it is what it is
so how am i feeling today? i am feeling…ok
and that is ok