Try hard Sunday

Sometimes, in order for everything to come together, things need to fall apart first.

In fact, you hear it all the time – people hitting rock bottom before they bounce back up and soar. It’s difficult to write a new story on a sheet of paper already covered with words, but if you’re given a clean sheet of paper – a clean slate – it’s much easier to create whatever story you’d like.

You have to make room for the new by ridding yourself of the old.

Unfortunately, when things really do fall apart for a person, they tend to do so in a rather devastating way.

Staying positive when your world is crumbling around you is no easy task. Yet, in the end, you will see that every negative thing that happened must have happened in order for you to be able to turn your life around.

As hard as it is, today, stay positive.

Try hard

Have an good Sunday

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Life at midlife

I am no longer waiting for a special occasion; I burn the best candles on ordinary days.
I am no longer waiting for the house to be clean; I fill it with people who understand that even dust is Sacred.

I am no longer waiting for everyone to understand me; It’s just not their task
I am no longer waiting for the perfect children; my children have their own names that burn as brightly as any star.
I am no longer waiting for the other shoe to drop; It already did, and I survived.

I am no longer waiting for the time to be right; the time is always now.
I am no longer waiting for the mate who will complete me; I am grateful to be so warmly, tenderly held.

I am no longer waiting for a quiet moment; my heart can be stilled whenever it is called.
I am no longer waiting for the world to be at peace; I unclench my grasp and breathe peace in and out.

I am no longer waiting to do something great; being awake to carry my grain of sand is enough.
I am no longer waiting to be recognized; I know that I dance in a holy circle.

I am no longer waiting for Forgiveness.
I believe, I Believe.

Author: Mary Anne Perrone

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Until..

Until you know that you are enough just the way you are, you will continue to look for more.

Until you wholeheartedly believe in your own value, worth, and worthiness, in spite of your accomplishments and posessions, or lack thereof, there will always be a void in your spirit.

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Caring

If I could, I would take on all the world’s pain, hurt, and ugliness, and just explode like a supernova in the sky, if I knew it would make everyone start loving and caring for each other. I would let that light be what shows us the way.

I know, that’s it’s ramblings of a dreamer, but I truly mean it. I literally hurt everyday due to the directions we have been headed lately.

Hate won’t defeat hate.

Be positive. Do positive things. Let the words out of your mouth speak of good things, and solutions. And like the old saying goes, if ya ain’t got nothing nice to say, don’t say nothing and that includes talking to yourself……..wise words right there.

Just chill out and love your life. Do you……do your thang… Don’t worry about me or whomever.

We’re over here chilling, tasting these damn rainbows.

Please, let’s start putting some positive energy back in the universe.

💖

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Step..

Some days are harder than others for me but am still going (knees)..even when I want to say screw it…want K1 and my grandbaby to be proud of me 🖤

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Just like that

Exactly what I did.

No other reason. No drama, no hysterics, no rock bottom…Just woke up and said ok, enough

🖤

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Nov 2018 and today

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